Yes I am back once again. I know it has been awhile. I have been so busy between school work and Caden that all I wanted to do after getting home is sleep. But now I am officially done with school and currently have a job in a OB/GYN office as a Medical Assistant.
In other news I have a new addition to my crew and her name is Cassidy Leanna. She was born last Tuesday, March 12th 2013 which also happened to be 4 days after her daddies birthday and 2 days after mine.
Wow I really dont know what else to say right now I have my hands so busy now with a one year old and a newborn but I just wanted to let you guys know that I am back and its my goal to write at least 1-2 times a week on the babies nap time. (YES! One week down and I have my kids on the same nap schedule and almost the same bedtime schedule to! One proud mama bear 🙂 )
My official due date was a big guessing game at first. The first time I was told my due date was the 12th os January. The second time was the 8th I believe and the final one was January 10th 2012.
So there I was 39 weeks pregnant and about 3 days until due date and I felt NOTHING! Something in the back of my brain kept telling me weeks before that Caden was not going to be born on the 10th and I felt pretty sad about. I was so done being pregnant. I was ready to have my body back. No more back pain. No more stomach aches and waddling like a penguin every time I walked and no more pressure. I had almost forgot what it felt like not being pregnant.
April 2011. The month and year I will never forget. My boyfriend and I had some rough times that month. We were an on again off again couple. My parents, of course, saw this as unhealthy for my growth and my future and advised me to just let go. How could I let go of someone who was the first person I ever brought home to meet my parents? The one I have been with for a year and 2 months (at the time)? The one I loved? I couldn’t. So I stayed.
First week of May I started to feel bloated and sick all the time and the smell of food disgusted me. Chris told me I looked like I was gaining baby weight. I blew that comment off cause I knew I couldn’t be. Continue reading →