Excuse me. Im sorry. Im really such a lady!

But when it comes down to it I will put your ass on blast when you disrespect or hurt me or my family.

I have watched my mom love you and give you everything your heart desired and this is how you treat her?

You have always been the one to talk about family. My mom was part of that family and what you have done to her no one on this earth deserves.”

That is how this post would have gone if I had continued writing it the other day after seeing that comment on my mom’s blog. I would have put all his shit on blast for everyone to see. But lucky him I let my mom write to see where this was going and I see that she is hurting.

There have been times when he has said some nasty things and my kind, respectful self just sat here like a bomb ticking waiting for that moment to explode. I finally did one day I told him and his wife (the cow as I call her to make my mom laugh) off. It was so bad that his wife said I was lucky that she didn’t file a police report saying I harrassed her (which I certainly did not, although I really wanted to I knew she would pull something like that so I held my tongue). She ended up blocking me off her facebook and on her phone. But what she doesn’t realize is that although I am sweet and kind I do have a whole other side that hardly any one has seen. My mother hasn’t even seen me in full force until this year I think. I can be a straight up bitch and make your life a living hell if I really wanted to. I am really good at that.

If only I was were they lived.

Anyways, I am tired of seeing my mother hurting and I tell him that every time I have to tell him off but I now realize that he isn’t here anymore. His body is but his soul isn’t.

I don’t know what to really say anymore. I have so much anger toward this man that I don’t even know what to say.

So this is where I shall end this post.

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6 comments on “Excuse me. Im sorry. Im really such a lady!

  1. thank you. i love you. team lauren all the way!!! and thank goodness i’m on your good side… the term still waters run deep comes to mind…and in reference to you meaning…that you have such depth of feeling and sometimes the casual observer, acquaintance etc would have no idea of the fire in your soul… maybe it should be something about embers and burning blazes….. but i have discovered of late that i am that way too sometimes believe it or not – so many years of pretending everything was ok… and i know when someone tells me I just don;t give a shit, that it;s only because they can;t see it…. Love you and I couldn;t have gotten through without you…

  2. Good for you Lauren for telling off the cow! It sounds like by blocking you from her Facebook and her phone she did you a huge favor! There’s a cow in my life that I wish I would have told off but I never did. I suppose I still could, but she’s an old lady now living in a nursing home. So obviously I’m not going to. But still I wish I would have long ago. So good for you!! Now all there is left to do is never give her another thought!

    • I surely do not have a need to think about the cow any more now that she has also blocked my mother too! 🙂 But now she is just the core for all jokes to me and it makes my mom smile!

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